Take Time to Take Care

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AmberStitch — Thu, 04 Oct 2012 12:38:10 GMT

Jessie: I am glad to hear that your family is well. I have to say that until I read all these posts, I thought I was the only one whom sewing has helped through a difficult time. It really is therapy! Thanks for taking the time to write your message. --Amber

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jessie04 — Thu, 04 Oct 2012 00:34:16 GMT

I just read your comments and it was like my life was mirrored after yours. Not only did my sister have breast cancer with NO family history and two clear mammograms...which she found her lump two weeks later, but then 4 months later, my husband was diagnosed with prostate cancer. My life did a complete 180 degree turnaround..I was scared to death and remember late one night driving home and having to pull off on the side of the road crying so hard I couldn't drive. I kept thinking I could lose both of them and they both were the best friends and family a woman could ever have.

The next day I signed up for a sewing seminar and made myself go.

It was such a relief to be away from the stress and worry for that which I could not control. Those two days of sewing with other ladies and sharing our stories and feeling the love and support gave me the courage and the support I needed to handle the care of loved ones at home.

I'm happy to say that 6 years later, my husband is cancer free and my sister's cancer has been managed beautifully. We do not take anything for granted and I just puchased a sewing/embroidery machine for my sister and she is very excited about learning how to sew. Thank God for all my sewing buddies..I just love the creativity and the companionship. It is definitely a stress buster!

Jessie W

Slidell, La.

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AmberStitch — Tue, 02 Oct 2012 16:59:03 GMT

Thank you again for all of your amazing stories. xoxoAmber

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kathyab@centurylink.net — Tue, 02 Oct 2012 02:21:40 GMT

Hi Amber!

Normally, I don't have anything to say but have offered many others support while going through their own fear and pain.

I, too, let work and others scheduling my work, run my life. My life was work, my limited social life was work-that's often the case when you work healthcare. I also had elderly family members to care for-time slipped away.

When I finally got around to finding another MD after my old one moved away, I got "the call". After a routine mamo (and finding my lost films), I was diagnosed with breast Ca. That was in December of 2008. In January of 2009 I had surgery followed by a good course of radiation. My MD said I was a poster child for early detection-if I had waited any longer I would have been dead in 6 months. No lumps, no dimpling, no discharge-just cells.

My road to recovery was my sewing machine (I wanted to have an exceptional finished quilt with an interesting border). I could take pencil to hand to figure the math and sit and sew-I didn't work extra and people were respectful or fearful enough not to ask. I still had the family stressors, but I also made "me" time by sewing (and listening to ABBA).

I am doing ok so far-nervous about MD visits but manage to get through them by contemplating my self reward-I will sew when I get home!

For those of us who have undergone this, all we can do is to share our appreciation of another day to others. . . .and look forward to machine time!

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patsalvant — Mon, 01 Oct 2012 23:43:54 GMT

My story is the reverse of yours, I am now a retired Interior Designer, BUT in late Sept 2007 I found my own lump after a mammogram only 1 month before, AND mammograms every year. The lump was in the perimeter of the breast, and NO I did not check regularly, I was just lucky! My mother had a breast cancer in the exact same place back in the 1970"s. After chemo, and surgery, I decided that I would limit the new clients I took on and save more time for myself. Since then, I have begun sewing for the grandchildren, learning to quilt, AND sharing the wealth of sewing experience I have accumulated over the last 62 years. October is a particularly difficult month as I relive those experiences. My sister and her daughter are at more risk now that I have had the cancer. My sewing has led to a feeling of accomplishment, also a way to escape when I felt overwhelmed and last a return to something I used to love to do and hadn't found the time for in over 30 years.

Taking time for yourself mentally and physically is definitely on the to do list..

Pat

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hola — Mon, 01 Oct 2012 23:43:32 GMT

I had a stroke and with quilting I was able to return to almost normal. The teacher draw the lines I the fabric so I could cut straight and sew straight.

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karensews1@hotmail.com — Mon, 01 Oct 2012 20:53:05 GMT

Like so many others, stress - both self-induced and otherwise, was a huge and in fact the only factor in my life several years ago. I was a stay at home mom with a 2 year old and a newborn, a husband who was fighting to keep his job, the possibility of relocating, no family to rely on, insomnia, loneliness, a serious depression and (working) friends I did not want to burden. Too much tossing and turning at night was also causing my husband his own immeasurable stress. Having lost my Dad a couple of years before this to cancer and reading everything in sight on the subject, I knew I could be a prime candidate for getting it. I knew something (anything!) had to change and with every fiber of my being, I made sewing my new found friend. Sewers joke how sewing is "cheaper than therapy" but this was certainly no joke to me. It was my only and absolute truth! Without sewing, I'm pretty sure I would have literally gone crazy! To this day, I incorporate sewing in my everyday life and my now older kids and I annually rummage through all the Halloween costumes I've sewn for them with happy enthusiasm. We also occassionally go through their boxes of fabric "charms" that will be soon be their respective "scrappy" "memory" quilts in the near future. My kids have no idea how much sewing for them saved me.

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FuzzyWhiskers — Mon, 01 Oct 2012 15:49:09 GMT

My mother taught me to embroider when I was 5. By that time, she had purchased a Featherweight Singer and made all my clothes during my school years. She also knitted and crocheted, so using a needle and thread (of any kind) was a normal thing to do. I was thrilled when I was finally allowed to use the sewing machine.

After I married and acquired elderly in-laws, I found quilting. It was no surprise to me that many quilters are caregivers in some capacity, and if we don't have our own family and loved ones to care for, we adopt others -- children, disaster survivors, cancer survivors, returning veterans. Just stand still long enough, and you will find yourself surrounded in a lovingly made quilt to celebrate the occasion.

All my working years, there was always a project, and now that I don't work (for a paycheck), there is still a project -- actually several. They give my life a reason.

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damatz — Mon, 01 Oct 2012 15:31:09 GMT

It all started with a flare-up of Crohn's Disease six years ago. I was tired all the time and my joints hurt. I spent a lot of time resting and watching TV because anything else was too exhausting. Then when my husband was away for a weekend, I got an idea and I started sewing fabric blocks. No pattern, just my brain. I got creative with the design and a new love affair for sewing began. A few years later, after trying to get pregnant with no success, I quit my job to wait for an adoption to go through. I was emotionally beat up but also needed something to fill my time. I started sewing and crocheting. First for the baby to be in mind and soon to start a crafting business. I sewed and I crocheted, sewed and crocheted, and nothing gave me more joy. I could not create another human but I could create beauty and I started to heal emotionally.

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NickiM@2 — Mon, 01 Oct 2012 15:13:26 GMT

As a teenager, I sewed a new item of clothing almost every weekend and still found time for school and friends. I picked my first college dormitory based on the fact that it had a sewing room with machine set up and ready for use. After graduation, I got "busy" - career, marriage, kids. Sewing was something I did when I had time to pull out the sewing machine and take over the family dining table which was a rare event. I learned to cross-stitch and crochet projects that could be easily pulled out and put away when not being worked on but fabric and thread were still my first choice. As my children grew up I found time to begin sewing again, concentrating on creating quilts instead of garments.

In 2011, my 80 year old mother was diagnosed with colon cancer. She already suffered from dementia so she chose not to receive any treatment. I knew that I needed to find a way to deal with the stress of taking care of my Mom, and sewing often feels as important as breathing to me. On January 1, 2012, I started a project I called "365 days of creativity." My goal was simple - Create something everyday. I have been recording my progress in pictures on my Facebook account. I haven't posted everyday, but knowing that I had a made a public commitment has helped me find time on a lot more days than I expected. As a result, I have been able to weather the stress and sadness of this year. Mom passed away mid-August and sewing is now part of my healing process. I am currently working on a quilt made from fabric found in her stash. Looking back through the pictures from this year-long process helps me to find joy amidst the sadness. I am thankful that my mother passed on her love of sewing to me.

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AmberStitch — Mon, 01 Oct 2012 14:58:40 GMT

Wow! I drive up to the Boston office from New York on Monday mornings, so I just saw all these comments. Thank you all so much for what you have shared. It's so powerful and makes me feel so connected. xoxoAmber

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MartiJohnson — Mon, 01 Oct 2012 14:55:26 GMT

I was a typical Type-A personality holding down 1 full-time, and 2 part-time jobs, singing in two professional choirs, attending college p/t, and publishing a quilting newsletter when, after a stressful summer of car accidents, office politics and personal problems, it all came crashing down with a diagnosis of fibromyalgia being the result. It took nearly a year for me to put my life in order, but after adopting a motto of "Do nothing that does not give you joy", I retired from most of the outside work (that full-time, high-stress secretarial job had to go!), cut back on the singing, and returned to things that I had always enjoyed, including sewing and quilting. Now 12 years later, I have few problems with the fibro-fog due to the fact that I now take time for me. I still sew huge quilts, but on my own schedule without pressure, and once the new sewing room (remodeling a family room) is completed, I'll have the perfect studio to sew, relax, and share with my family and friends. Once again, life is now good.

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bubbieone — Mon, 01 Oct 2012 13:56:18 GMT

I have a similar experience, but in a slightly different manner.

I was the first person in my family to ever have breast cancer.

I breezed through 2 surgeries, and lots of radiation, traveling 3-4 hours every day for treatment. Promptly returned to sewing, and altering bridal wear, thinking I could just continue on with life. That was my job!

Within a year breast cancer was found in breast number 2. Once again another 2 surgeries, and lots of travel and treatment.

This time, even tho I convinced myself that it is just a bump in the road, I came to realize that the stress is there, the fatigue is there, and life is just not going to continue as normal, no matter how you rationalize it.

Seeing as we are close to retirement age, my husband, one day, asked why I am pushing myself!!!!!!!!

He saw the stress, I didn't. He told me to simply stop taking care of everyone else, and take care of me.

I now sew for ME, and people special in my life.

Sewing is a lot more fun now. If I feel stressed, I can walk away, and come back when I feel it.

Sewing is not a job anymore, but something I enjoy.

I even embroidered a sweatshirt with a design that says "Sewing is cheaper than therapy"

Couldn't have said it better!

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Kathy_prov31_under_construction — Mon, 01 Oct 2012 13:28:11 GMT

I had retired from a high stress management job in the automotive industry and decided to upgrade my sewing machine when I was diagnosed with breast cancer 3+ years ago. Having a new high tech toy to play with helped keep my mind off all that was happening. Happy to report still cancer free, and happily sewing away.

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AmyLouShep — Mon, 01 Oct 2012 13:09:07 GMT

My mother loved to sew. She made clothes for me and my four sisters when we were young, even cotton bloomers. She taught all of us how to sew and passed on to us a love of sewing. I have been making doll clothing since I was seven years old. I love designing Halloween Costumes for my family. We all enjoy the fun and fellowship we share during this season. Sewing keeps me grounded. I am now teaching my seven year old granddaughter the art of sewing. What a wonderful time we are having! Sewing is my passion, thank you Mom.